If ever your heart cares to

Text messages I send you invite your reply
I ask how you are. I hope you are well
I long for a reply. I wait for your word
I hear the music of your voice in your text messages 
I see your lips flick in text messages you seldom send
To wait burns in my heart, I fear a heartbreak
Feeling of slight lingers peripheral for hours, days
The it comes, my heart jumps in a way I can't do justice to explain. 
Of recent you don't reciprocate. The waiting pains like patience, my heart sees your stiff mien walk away from me into the darkness of the formless crowd whilst clouds hover over cover my heart in gloom. Days on end. 
Times on end, you snub. It hurts to see your name, I delete it 
From my phones to forget but I don't do quite much
You may see these words if ever they come out
You may decipher your address in them if ever your wits
Care to
you may feel a faint glow for me in your heart if 
Ever you have a vague wish to

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